So I gaave up on weightloss after awhile, & I gained back a lot of my lost weight. I so freaking ready to get back to working out & doing work again. Day one of starting over again? I guess so, 195.2 lbs. Goodnesssssss
I got chosen for this program at my school thats like the show, it’s called be the change. It’s to help students talk about life & get to know one another. This has come at such a great time honestly I am so excited :)
I’m mad at myself for slacking off on my diet & losing sight of my goal. This isn’t a cliche want of every teenager, I need this to gain happiness & finally be content with myself. I’m done wondering if he would’ve dated me if I weighed less, or if I could make the team if I could actually run, or if they talk about how big I look in my dress when I walk away.
It’s now or never, & it is all starting now.
I want to be that girl. That pretty, skinny, flawlessly happy girl.
Was the first day of my Junior Year.
& The day me and my boyfriend broke up.
& YOU KNOW WHAT? This bitch is gonna regret losing me when I get hot from losing weight.